SELF CONTRADICTION

Gary - Wei ........ Destructive, Catastrophic....!!! His most lethal weapon is his mouth ...!! Dont ever let his lethal weapon shoot u , because u wont able to endure/survive this......Anyway, this drag queen wannabe , never fail to entertain us !! Especially when both of us were about to sleep, he always made me '' hot '' meaning playing controller, lines, hp , pillow, CPR....etc... hehehe...His quote'' jiejie, ni bian le ''..and meimei kong xu....!!! When come to clubbing, i'll always think of u 1st *mushy right..... U know why ?? That is afraid u'll get drunk, more speech and drama....'' oh you should have listen..."Although u are smaller than me, i still treat u as my big sister ........too much to say.....

By: CINDY

Thanks for the compliments! Anyway I am not a drag queen wannabe or bitchy, I am just being nice. If not how would I possibly spice up the atmosphere whenever we gather.


To be frank, I am just deluding myself for not being able to sustain a long term relationship perhaps it phobia I guess. Come and think of it, why should I even be bother about all these love affairs things. Should let nature take it course but nevertheless I would yearn for someone to be really there for me. Think I should end here, don't want to self contradict myself.

Digression and mental escapism in progress.......

"First I was dying to finish my high school then start college and then I was dying to finish college then start working. Then I was dying to get marry and have children and then I was dying for my children to grow old enough so that I could go back to work. But then I was dying to retire and now I am dying, and suddenly I forgot to live".

I came across this today and it reminds me of RAT RACE and the other thing which I can decipher from this is to appreciate your situation and enjoy everyday.

yawn..... Blog blog blog...

Recently I came across a chinese drama series, there is an episode which is very touching to the extreme that I bursted into tears. It about a mother and her child, the mother was being cursed, she can only spend one precious day with her child the moment the child step into this world that filled with hatred. She sacrificed alot and went throught alot of ordeal in order to reunited with her child, despite a arduous journey she had been throught but she is even willing to give up her life in order to save her child. When I see this episode, my first thought was how come my mum is on the other extreme.

This early morning was extremely tired night for me at saint james, was busy coordinating vic's birthday celebration with a crowd of 15 people's. Hopefully, someone would appreciate my effort.

You are being MISSED BY WEI LING
1) CINDY
2)JOHN
3)JIMMY
4)DANNY
5)FRANKIE
6)VIC

SIMPLY LOVE YOU GUY'S!