Trying to be more open, but it seem like things are going the other way round. Guess Gary had made the wrong step, shall be myself again and ignore all those complex ones.

My top piority is my health and nothing else, that included my friendship as I had seen it throught. Ultimately, I am still alone in the mid of struggling towards a better future, all the complication is adding on to my burden.

Going to take things easy from this very moment till the end, not in the mood to engage into another relationship as I see it as a liability instead of an asset.


ISOLATING MYSELF (Sigh!)

I had enough of you and you are always so defensive. You always take me for granted and will only ring for me when you need me, that's provided you are single or no others to company you. It took me three arduous years to tolerant you but it seem like time doesn't change anything at all. Kindly delete all your sentimental entries as it will mislead others you are one but the fact is YOU ARE NOT! You are just like a 16years old KIDS who dosen't know how to behave. FINE!


Just let this friendship end here..


UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!

Went to catch this show with JIMMY, SHU HUI, STRIDER, ERIC, WEYMEN, BENJI today.
I used to be very emotional when I see this kind of flim, but the funny thing is I don't feel anything at all perhaps I am immuned to this kind of flim..

Guess what, I found a pig sleeping beside me 2 days back while I was fast asleep. (OopS! Please don't hate me S.H)

Anyway was out with benji, shu hui, fye, his BF and Winston. It was so enjoyable and we went to catch the CINDERALLA, I nearly burst into tears as I think the morale of the story is quite saddening.

Thanks to Shu Hui for disturbing me the who day (You should get what I mean right? Ahem Ahem) Next time kindly turn up for work ok?

As for Benji, Remember to get me a GUCCI belt ok? As GUCCI is having sales now.

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Like I said, If the struture of the layout of my pics is off do pardon me. Anyway today went to town for job hunting and wasn't really in the mood to do so as I am quite disappointed with someone bt Who CARES! Anyway I must thanks my JIE MEI for trying their best to cheer me up today. Finally went for a hair cut, all these pics was taken from the start till the end of my hair cutting process, Must Thanks JEREMY too for giving me such a nice hair style..

Signing out....

Guess who is that cute guy? (Top Pic) Anyway you are my PROJECT SUPERSTAR! Darren ROX!

Had so much fun yesterday with jimmy and cindy. Hai ( What's New) hee! Anyway recently alot of things happened, just got to learn to get over with and move forward.

GLARING at my LAPPY.. Booo

Ever since I left my work place, many things happened. When my colleagues called me and told me what happened, I felt so down and worried for them.

What's with the world today? Seriously speaking I am totally at loss, GOSSIPS AND RUMORS are everywhere and when will this end?! I can't understand what's on these peoples mind, do they having nothing to do then kept interfering others business. Not down to bitchy business but most of the human being like to put up a false front and back stab each other behind their back.

I am so clueless about all these things and when would all these childish act come to an end? It doesn't pay to be good for being frank and straight forward at all. Others did came up to me by telling me it my strength but at the same time is my weakness and I can't figure what they are trying to imply. Kind of contradicting..............................

At the end of the day what do they get back? I guess is NOTHING!

Who CARES!

Evolution

The above shots are taken at jimmy and strider brithday chalet, happy birthday to jimmy and strider again.
Jimmy, Please be more firm in whatever you do ya? Anyway it was a enjoyable night!

























Evolution of GARY SIM! Muahaha

All these pictures was taken on July 2006, all these beautiful memories still lingers in my mind.When I made comparison over the life style between singapore and phuket, I felt very fortunate being a singaporean and the pace over there is slow and steady. Though is not a vibrant country like singapore but the residents over there are very sincere in what ever they do. Anyway I also need to thank my dearest JOHN kor for giving such a good memories to me, YOU ARE THE BEST!

It still linger's in my mind

All these peoples are my attica cliques, muahahaahhahh. Anyway pardon me if the structure of my pictures layout is bad.
Thanks to all these friends that had kept me companied this few sundays, if not I think I will be bored to death. Last but not least JIMMY and CINDY JIE!

About a girl called SHU HUI

I had known shu hui years back, I am gald that she found her cliques and my admiration towards her determination to strive for a living is always here. But at times I am just wondering is she still the shu hui that I knew from the past? Beats me, all I know is to hope that her life would be better and excel her N Level.

Unbelievable

Don't even know when am I starting work.... In the mid of searching for a new job and hopefully I can find one that is suitable for me. Went to Attica just now and I saw alot of things happened. Everyone was so lost, that included myself. What's with the word loyalty?! Seriously speaking I don't understand at all, though I used to be but not now and ever.

BLANK

I always had the intention to create a new blog as it embark a new chapter of my life.
Recently too many things happened, I don't even know the cause of it. Firstly is due to my health, After I went for my last checkup I was very down at that point of time and even until now it still linger's in my mind as I don't really know how to overcome or should I say handle it. Secondly is due to my work, how I wish I don't have to work at all but it seem like I got to be pragmatic about it and lastly is my relationship, I felt so guilty and pressurized.

After all these happened, everyone was telling me that I am a changed person compared to the past and I don't even know it. Even my good friend, which is frankie who can read me like a piece of blank paper told me that at times he don't even know what am I thinking.

I am seriously at LOSS....