Embarking my 2 years of NSF life.

I am back! For the past one week, it been a hectic week for me. Done with my Bmt in Tekong and guess what, I saw lots of familiar faces from other companies. Oops! Anyway it was a enjoyable 5 days during Bmt, lots of things happened and of course my Platoon Sergeants/Sirs was the best of all.

Yesterday was my day 1 in my new camp, I got posted to the HQ doing logistic clerical job. In fact for my job scope required a A level student with 4 credits and thank god, I did impressed my direct superior during the interview and mainly is due to my past working experiences.


Counting down to the number of days to ORD....

my DFS memories...

Time really files, the above pictures are all my beloved DFS aunties and bros. Without them I really don't know how to get through my 2 months there. Of course all the Rsm's from Terminal 1 and 2, Danielle, Alice, and lastly my hot favorite Rsm JENNIFER! You Rox!

"Yoma" side of xiaogary

When I looked into the mirror, I was so shocked. I saw the despair side of me and I asked myself. "Is that me?" Reflection replied "Yes, It you and don't be frighten because you are the one who made me"

I went paranoid, asking myself what did I do to see the despair side of myself. Reflection interrupted and said "The only way to get rid of me is to do off with your pessimistic thoughts towards life."

I couldn't believe it and I thought it was my mind who created all these illusion. But then again, it was my mind created this illusion.

Having said so much, What lies ahead for me?

It just shows that I care.

The moment that we exchange glances, that time when I approached you, the time we strolled from one end to another and all the moments we had. It was sweet of you, I don't know if you are the one for me. As much as I hope, life still goes on and I am neutral about it. Perhaps I am selfish because I am afraid of getting hurt and it sucks to the max but nevertheless, guess I just have to be there for you silently.


Day dreaming away................

Never been that hurt before, yesterday was terrible as I felt so out casted by my clique. In fact I wasn't in a good mood for the past few days as my family problems still persist and relationship. And I did concealed my feelings in order not to spoil everyone's mood and even to the extreme to put up a smile knowing that it hard. At that point of time, I can feel the solitude within me and the feeling was horrible.

Did anyone empathies me at that point of time? (Beats me)
All I know is I do treasure friendships and it means a lot to me, the world can accuse me but not my clique. I cannot deny the fact that I was utterly disappointed yesterday but well, life still goes on and hopefully after this storm I can bury this and look forward to a better tomorrow.



FRIENDS FOREVER (GRADUATION SONG)


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]