I just hate it! Life isn't fair for young lads like them to moved on that fast, I may not know them. But when I first came across the article of 5 missing dragon boaters in Cambodia, I prayed really hard and desperately hope that they would be found alive.

Who knows on Sunday when I switched on my TV, it was reported that the 5 missing bodies was found. And I just burst into tears, just couldn't help it, I ponder and asked myself "whats with all these tears?, I don't even know them".

Then I realize it the human bond that intersect between each other emotionally, after reading all the tributes to these 5 young lads. It really heart ached a lot. I am sure their Friends/Relatives/Family members is devastated now, the loss of your loved one, the pain is beyond our imagination.

Just row away in peace, you will be missed by everyone.

For the past 3 days I felt like a mute, had to use my phone "Write message" to convey messages to my fellow friends. It just so pathetic, whenever I tried to speak to my friends, their usual replies would be "What? I can't hear you". I can't even utter a word properly, even if I did there was always pronunciations problems.

Yesterday When I was alone at Wisma Food republic, it was super packed and all seats was taken. What came into my mind was to ask around and see if any nice soul were to be kind enough to share table with us but apparently I couldn't speak due to my sore throat. Therefore, I had to wait for Cindy to be there as she is my source of voice. (Oops!)


I can finally empathies those with hearing impaired, they can only communicate through sign languages and unlike fortunate people like us, we communicate through our voices.

Everyday can be a Friday. One of expectation. For the better. For a change. Hope for respite. From life scurry. A pause. A stepping back. A realisation that nothing matters and everything a concoction. We as creators and as destructor's.

Thats life..

Twist of fate?

Guess what? Lose my Burberry card holder yesterday, which consists of

1) 11B (Which will cost me $80 to replace it)
2) California gym card (Again $20)
3) Ez Card ( Worth $3)
4) Kaplan school access card ($8, Argh! Not again)
5) POSB debit Card (Speechless)



Felt so heart ached as this was a Pre advance B'day gift from Cindy, tedious process for the above replacements and lastly it sum up to a cost of $150 which is unnecessary spending.

It really not my day, or should I say period.

Standing strong again...

Lately lots of shits happened, it time for me to pull up my socks again.

Here is some updates of my future plans.

Kaplan Advance Dip - Ending on April 2008

Driving License - By 2009 (BOO!)

Why do people reproach on themselves? Perhaps they are guilty of their wrongdoings and the hurt they imposed on others. Beats me whether that entry is a general statement a not, but one thing for sure I am one of the victims. I am moving on now, can you? If not you have to learn, else it would be redundant. You are not an eccentric guy, you are just indecisive.

Here's an advice, heed it or not. Try to be more firm towards the decisions you had made, life will not be that miserable. Trust me! It works this way.