xiaogary is dead. He does not exist anymore.

I have never thought it would happen. And it happened. Life is really unpredictable. Guess is what we called karma. I know there is a true friend who is always silently there for me. But the problem is, can I overcome it? Or it just sheer escapism. I have no idea.

I really need a break from all these unhappiness. And I have always been a optimist. But till today, I would ponder and ask myself. Am I really one? or just the happy go lucky xiaogary who put up a false smile in front of everyone.

I am so loss. I seriously need a direction in life.

Can anyone guide me through my plight and walk out of it. To at least show me there is a need for me to exist in this world, this society and this lossful soul of my own.


I could reverse time, how I wish......