It been 3 weeks, I know you are always here for me. I missed the time where we held our hands, when you was lying beside me I felt your breath. It was sweet hugging you to sleep, the moments that we cuddled.

I yearn for it now, not that I am desperate it just to show my affection towards you. Nobody else, but you. You are the reason why I am still breathing today and it does make a lots of differences. Initially I thought time doesn't allowed us to be together, though we are not now. but I really wish you could be part of my life and during your absences I begin to fall deeper for you and that kind of feelings is indescribable.

All I know, you gave me strength during the darkest days of my life. I just can't help smiling now, knowing that I will see you in a few days time.

Heart is pumping furiously....