Sunday, September 02, 2007

Never been that hurt before, yesterday was terrible as I felt so out casted by my clique. In fact I wasn't in a good mood for the past few days as my family problems still persist and relationship. And I did concealed my feelings in order not to spoil everyone's mood and even to the extreme to put up a smile knowing that it hard. At that point of time, I can feel the solitude within me and the feeling was horrible.

Did anyone empathies me at that point of time? (Beats me)
All I know is I do treasure friendships and it means a lot to me, the world can accuse me but not my clique. I cannot deny the fact that I was utterly disappointed yesterday but well, life still goes on and hopefully after this storm I can bury this and look forward to a better tomorrow.



FRIENDS FOREVER (GRADUATION SONG)


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

huggies!!!!
cheer up k? =]

Anonymous said...

There will always be lonely times, and most of the time, these times are the most trying.. Cos you are faced with your worst enermy.. Yourself..

Sometimes friends hurt you the most especially then you have hopes for them to meet certain of your "standards", but sometimes they might not know that they have hurted you.. They were just being themselves.. So dun take it too seriously..

Well.. Cheer Up!! Life goes on.. Tomorrow is another day, it's up to you to make it a good or bad one!! :)

Ashlee Simpson
Catch Me when I Fall

"Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall"

http://www.absolutelyrics.com/lyrics/view/ashlee_simpson/catch_me_when_i_fall/

Anonymous said...

put on a smiley ;)

you look way better without a :( face. cheer up!

Voodoo shuhui said...

Hmm..dunnoe how to start it,just wish you well in everything u do..And things will be better for u and ur family..You got to be strong,if not dun you think tat is very wasted?Cos u have been working so hard this few years,and you gave up.Everyone cares for u de seriously,cheerios.Thank you for being there for me when i needed someone.

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