"Yoma" side of xiaogary

When I looked into the mirror, I was so shocked. I saw the despair side of me and I asked myself. "Is that me?" Reflection replied "Yes, It you and don't be frighten because you are the one who made me"

I went paranoid, asking myself what did I do to see the despair side of myself. Reflection interrupted and said "The only way to get rid of me is to do off with your pessimistic thoughts towards life."

I couldn't believe it and I thought it was my mind who created all these illusion. But then again, it was my mind created this illusion.

Having said so much, What lies ahead for me?