Pulse dead, no longer alive

Gary is dead.
Reason: Someone pushed him down from a cliff.

As what my dear friends had described, Fri- An elephant glue (Clinging too much)
Sat- Chaotic night ( Vented out)

It was too sudden, unexpectedly to end this fast. Sometime I would ponder and ask myself, is it really a good thing to be sensitive? It can be very ironical at times, if not for this I would have fall deeper. Then again, I would rather not, as the the truth hurts.I knew was a total escapism by not facing the misery reality but it really works this way. When you are really deep, you will just lose control of yourself. It just the other side of you.

Suppressed suppressed, vented vented out again and again. Tears flowed 3 days consecutively, especially Friday morning when I sat down at my living, lots of thoughts circulating my mind and gradually burst into tears.

Things that we did, though it slightly less than a month. All the false hopes you made and told me. It just shattered in that speed of light and dreams tossed, I can't hate you due to some reasons which I really wanted to. Only for a week, it seem like I have seen the cold side of you.
It was gullible of me to trust you from the start.

Everything I did, I really gave my heart and soul. It was selfish of you to punch a hole in my heart that will leave a permanent scar. Had never been this serious before.............