I have never thought it would happen. And it happened. Life is really unpredictable. Guess is what we called karma. I know there is a true friend who is always silently there for me. But the problem is, can I overcome it? Or it just sheer escapism. I have no idea.
I really need a break from all these unhappiness. And I have always been a optimist. But till today, I would ponder and ask myself. Am I really one? or just the happy go lucky xiaogary who put up a false smile in front of everyone.
I am so loss. I seriously need a direction in life.
Can anyone guide me through my plight and walk out of it. To at least show me there is a need for me to exist in this world, this society and this lossful soul of my own.
I could reverse time, how I wish......
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
xiaogary is dead. He does not exist anymore.
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All of us feel this way once in a while, and it's usually when you come to a crossroad, when problems all starts arising or you just need someone to talk to and there happens to have no one.
Just take a deep breath, a step back to view the whole picture. Take a break or a nap, tomorrow will be better. Try solving on issue/problem at a time, dun try to complete everything at a go.
Lastly, tink of a time when you were really sick, like you can't even get out of bed. I bet at that time you wish you were better or alive rite.. So there.. Live your life cos there is only once chance of living it.
Humans err, cos it's human nature, but we also are made to change, overcome and become stronger. That how you lived till now!!
Take care! (^.^)
p.s. If a stranger can be concern abt you, there should be friends and family that care too! Just look around, they are there, waiting..
(What I wrote here, I'm also telling myself the same too.. Be POSITIVE!)
Oops, I think I wrote a little too long.. Sori! (>.<)
Believe in yourself.. if u think there is a need for u to exist.. there will be...
Where is the xiaogary that i used to know.He is aggressive and confident.
Stand up and tell yourself you want to live your life to the fullest.Although we are not that close but i still do read up your blog when i am free because i care for you but i do not want to disturb you by calling you.So hopin that you will walk thru all ur problems with my moral support.
-Th gal who is always there-
SHUHUI.
I am the gal who you taught me many things,to become who i am today,and not easily get bullied.Credits goes to you.
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