Trying to be more open, but it seem like things are going the other way round. Guess Gary had made the wrong step, shall be myself again and ignore all those complex ones.

My top piority is my health and nothing else, that included my friendship as I had seen it throught. Ultimately, I am still alone in the mid of struggling towards a better future, all the complication is adding on to my burden.

Going to take things easy from this very moment till the end, not in the mood to engage into another relationship as I see it as a liability instead of an asset.


ISOLATING MYSELF (Sigh!)