Gary lose his sense of direction in life...

The inferiority in me is growing as each day passes. I feel so dejected in everything I do.
I hate it. I can't focus in whatever I do though I pretened. I really need my bunch of friends to be there for me and give me their fullest support and this point of time but apparently things are not turning out what I expected to be. I was so utterly disappointed.

Perhaps like what Eileen said, it time to re asses my friends. I need to escape from this society, can't help but thinking of how others would think of me. I begin to lose faith in friendship. After all these years, it that how a friend judge me? I have no idea at all..


Thank god. Cindy, Alice, My Sister in law and beloved brother is giving me their support.





It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause it's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on Calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
To you